Tonight is Ian's last shift at his old job. His boss rang me this afternoon to tell me he won't be doing any work but will be taking up the offer of all the beers that have been offered to him. Guess the Festiva sleeps out tonight. It's such a love/hate relationship i have with that place, but when the it all comes down to it, i guess the place will always have some special place in my heart as that's where Ian and i started going out.
Today was almost pleasant compared to normal with Miss Tahlia. She slept for 40 mins but was so content all afternoon. Played under her toys for half an hour, so hopefully she just may be settling down. See this is the optimist in me, every day i still believe things are going to change, and she is going to be a good baby!!!! She doesn't miss a beat with her rice cereal, gobbles it down instantly, this is day 4 so when can i add another meal, lol! Tresilian was looking good there for a day or two, but hopefully i see some light. I will definately be going to my local "cottage" and see if they can help out at all with a day trip, and will also book another GP appointment to confirm it is nothing medical making her so unhappy.
I have always said my babies have behaved in accordance with my pregnancies. Tamika, so carefree, never for a moment did i ever think something could go wrong, one happy baby, didn't sleep well, but only made a noise if she needed something. Jared, hard work and frightful, one very stressed mother after suffering a miscarriage. Kalen, perfect! Although i worried as anyone does, everything seemed so normal. Tahlia, well i don't need to explain this pregnancy as i was still very much suffering from the loss of Kalen, and now one very unhappy baby!!!!!!!!
Food for though anyway!
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