just family stuff

Tahlia is going great after her ear episode, back to Dr's on Wed for check up. She is certainly starting to get into stuff now, mainly in her walker. Have to really get the house back into toddler world. I know i need to get over it, but i have got so use to having bigger kids in that sense, that it is frustrating. My beloved pp rack has had to be moved as she just beelined it, pulled off the cover and got into anything she could reach.

Jared's ears were great when i saw the Dr, major throat infection they tell me. New AB's now, but today he has come up with a horrible cough. It's the old 3 steps forward, 2 steps back atm. His behaviour has also taken a turn and he really has been a great a kid lately.

Tamika, as always cruises along. She is back in swimming lessons and learning freestyle and improving her kicking. She still loves her dancing, and is so utterly excited about her concert at the end of the year.

As for me, well once again Ian and the pro's were right. The councillor Ian and i both saw after Kalen died, Ian went back and saw couple of times. He was great, but one thing Ian went on about so much was this delayed grief thing as i was pregnant. He told me about it so many times and as usual i think i'm ok. Just lately i'm getting easily upset about Kalen, it really only takes a thought, and i'm all teary again. I'm ok, but am really starting to feel the raw pain again.