Mmmmm, not sure why i can't put a title in but anyway...

The problem is me!

After a big heart to heart last night, that was actually instigated by Ian, i can only agree now that i am causing a lot of my problems with Tahlia. There's so many things i've realised i'm doing that is going to cause the most spoilt baby in the world, if i don't snap out of it soon. Not in a materialistic way at all, just the attention i pay her. I can't stand to hear her cry or even whimper to be honest, so back up on my hip she goes.

I have always had this on my mind but really didn't think i was doing too much pandering, till it was all pointed out to me very sensitively.

On a positive for myself, we both agree i try to make things up with the bigger kids and spend as much time as i can doing things with them. But, the draw card is with all this effort, i just am simply exhausted.

So i may not have all the answers just yet, but hopefully i can sit back and take a better look at what i'm doing. As always, tomorrow is another day, and once again i'm full of hope it will be a good day (when will i learn, lol)!